Eternal Winter

Alone I stand in the eternal winter -
Ignored.
Where the merciless blizzard constricts my heartbeat,
Frozen.
Wishing to give you a melody, yet,
Silenced.
My eyes seem ever so restless and cold.
Hollow.

Buried under the snow are those irreplaceable days,
Gone.
Lost in the turbulence are those shared memories,
Forgotten.
Ceasing to exist, those colorful smiles sublime,
Dissolved.
As my heart becomes one with the grayscale,
Evanesced.

Tell me why
My fragile world is oblivion in your absence.
Tell me why
I can't forget these memories under the snow.
Tell me why
My heart still beats at the slightest thought of you.
Tell me why
My feelings are trampled in this deafening noise

Give me a reason
Not to lose my next breath.
Give me a reason
Not to shed my next tear.
Give me a reason
To smile for the crumbling tomorrow.
Give me a reason
To gather the lost pieces of my heart.

I can't bear
To live through this infinite cold.
Yet I am
To endure and relish this excruciating pain.
It's irrevocably futile
To grasp the 'now' that's already lost.
Is there any meaning
To see that "one more chance"?

I cannot fathom
To open my heart to love.
I can only
Remain lost in these illusory reveries.
I only see
Despair quelling love so ephemeral.
Tell me why
Love leads to nothing but pain!

The coldness of your heart has numbed me;
I have died, yet I haven't died enough.
Perhaps it is time to bid love goodbye -
Time to cease my humanity so flawed.
In this eternal winter where despair prevails,
May it remain buried, depth incomprehensible,
Along with my flame and obstinate memories,
Never in eternity to be sought again!